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Sometimes the worst lies are the ones we tell ourselves...

Ten years ago, I did a terrible thing. I sold my self-respect, my marriage, and my chances for happiness. What was the going rate? A check in the sum of one million dollars and a get-out-of-jail-free card for my delinquent brother. A decade later, I’m broke and still single. My baby brother is back in jail.

My ex-husband wants to trust me again, but the thing is…how can he trust me when neither of us can forget all the pretty, filthy lies of our past?